Free Shipping in the UK
Proud to be B-Corp

All Before Me Esther Rutter

All Before Me By Esther Rutter

All Before Me by Esther Rutter

New RRP £16.99
Condition - New
40+ in stock


An intimate, personal exploration of the emotional and restorative power of the Lake District landscape and its poets.

All Before Me Summary

All Before Me: A Search for Belonging in Wordsworth’s Lake District by Esther Rutter

In her early twenties, Esther Rutter suffered an acute mental breakdown while teaching English in Japan. Sectioned and held in a Japanese psychiatric institution until she could be flown home under escort, her recovery only began when she came to live and work in the Lake District at Dove Cottage, the home of William and Dorothy Wordsworth. Here, amid the beauty of the mountainous landscape and close to the extraordinary legacy of the Wordsworths, Esther began to heal. Like Dorothy and William before her, whose search for Dove Cottage was borne out of the dislocation they experienced during their childhood, Esther realised that she was looking for a place to feel at home, and most like herself. In the Wordsworths' lives and writings, she discovered an approach to understanding herself as sophisticated as the psychoanalysis of Freud that followed a century later: a desire to 'see into the life of things' through personal reflection, and the belief that the experiences of ordinary people are intrinsically worthwhile and important. And in the community of fellow interns, colleagues, poets and villagers, she made lifelong bonds of friendship, and finally, love. All Before Me is a moving and absorbing account of the struggle to know oneself on the journey into adulthood, intertwined with the stories of the Wordsworth siblings at Dove Cottage. In the beautiful hamlet of Town End, where a cultural epoch was borne that would forever shape the way we experience the world, Esther found the spirit of place to sustain and anchor her, and make possible all that lay before her.

All Before Me Reviews

An illuminating blend of Esther's own personal history with the history of the Wordsworth Trust as a home and museum, capturing a lost era in the lively descriptions of the life-changing year Esther spent in Grasmere in 2009 -- Polly Atkin
Heartfelt, playful, deadly serious - this is a compelling story of what it means to find yourself through landscape and literary legacy... A book full of hope -- Helen Mort
All Before Me is a joy. Weaving her own personal story with those of the Wordsworths and their friends, it's a book about falling in love with life and with a very particular, wild landscape. I loved it -- Lulah Ellender

About Esther Rutter

Esther Rutter studied English at Oxford University's Magdalen College, where she held an academic scholarship. She has worked at the Wordsworth Trust and at the Robert Burns Birthplace Museum, and is a Research Fellow specialising in landscapes and cultural identity at the University of St Andrews. Her first book, This Golden Fleece, was published by Granta in 2019. She lives in Fife.

Additional information

All Before Me: A Search for Belonging in Wordsworth’s Lake District by Esther Rutter
Granta Books
Book picture is for illustrative purposes only, actual binding, cover or edition may vary.
This is a new book - be the first to read this copy. With untouched pages and a perfect binding, your brand new copy is ready to be opened for the first time

Customer Reviews - All Before Me