Every bride is entitled to some pre-wedding jitters. And who wouldn't think twice about marriage when their fiance gets their eyebrows shaved off just in time to look horrendous for the photographs?

But what if it's not the ceremony that freaks you out but the happy ever after? Heidi Savage wonders whether she can really forsake all others for macho, beer-swilling Ed. The what-if's are too pressing to ignore...

Will the answer come in the form of her ex-boyfriend Steven? Grown-up, gorgeous and good-with-children. Is Heidi's dilemma simply a case of the 'grass is greener on the other side'?

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