Throughout her career, supermodel and actress Carre Otis has been celebrated for her physical beauty, but in her brazenly honest memoir she revisits the ugliest part of her past to reveal the events that ultimately brought her to the kind of beauty that can only be found within. Talking candidly about her struggles to overcome sexual exploitation, drug and alcohol addictions, an eating disorder, a notorious film role, her infamously abusive marriage to Academy Award Nominee Mickey Rourke, and at the core of it all, her submission to a culture obsessed with image, this book is a gift to women of all ages, most especially her own coming-of-age daughters.